A Kevin Clarke Model responds

Kevin Clarke model Rich Sternberg AKA Marty Stern in American Way 2 responds to Kent Barclay's Faked Ashton Ryan "interview".

Kudos to Rich who provides us with an appropriate picture illustration for Damon Kreuzer and in his last line sums up every porn models attitude toward Damon Kruezer. Just ask Angel Skye,Joe Hart,Matthew Rush,Brent Corrigan,Brad Star,Gavin Braun etc etc

Thanks Rich for the email!

"Why would I provide proof to your page of lies? You know who this is so I will not even email you that also yes I do know the address of the apt as well as you do.

Why don’t you tell the people in your blog the truth and stop lying. You know that you called the landlord there in California and you know that you also destroyed mine and Kevin’s working relationship.

What help did you give me. All you did is destroy me like you do to all the models that you talk to.

Kevin does not need a cheerleader when we state nothing but the truth. Kevin in not an angry old man Kevin is a great person and I am so glad that I know him. You are an angry old man that needs to stop posting and annoying people.

Die you old perverted mother fucker don’t you have a new child molesting friend that you need to be concerned with..."

Rich

The Original Email from Rich

Tilting at Windmills

“Just then they came in sight of thirty or forty windmills that rise from that plain. And no sooner did Don Quixote see them that he said to his squire, "Fortune is guiding our affairs better than we ourselves could have wished.

Do you see over yonder, friend Sancho, thirty or forty hulking giants? I intend to do battle with them and slay them. With their spoils we shall begin to be rich for this is a righteous war and the removal of so foul a brood from off the face of the earth is a service God will bless.""What giants?" asked Sancho Panza.

"Those you see over there," replied his master, "with their long arms. Some of them have arms well nigh two leagues in length."

"Take care, sir," cried Sancho. "Those over there are not giants but windmills. Those things that seem to be their arms are sails which, when they are whirled around by the wind, turn the millstone."


"The Quixotes of this Age fight with the Wind-mills of their owne Heads."

Don Quixote

From his first appearance in our worlds I could tell that Christopher Maddux AKA Bud Foxx like Don Quixote lived to “tilt at windmills” When he passes away I was immediately reminded of the words of Ted Kennedy when he eulogized his brother Robert. I have remembered them my entire life as they were emblazoned in the minds of anyone alive then.

“My brother need not be idealized, or enlarged in death beyond what he was in life; to be remembered simply as a good and decent man, who saw wrong and tried to right it, saw suffering, and tried to heal it, saw war and tried to stop it.

Those of us who loved him and who take him to his rest today, pray that what he was to us and what he wished for others will some day come to pass for all the world.

As he said many times, in many parts of this nation, to those he touched and who sought to touch him:

"Some men see things as they are and say why. I dream things that never were and say why not."

I sent these words to try and comfort a gay man who had just lost his lover of 12 years to Aids. I realized the difference in proportion and pointed it out but the quality of the individual was the same. He saw a wrong and tried to stop it. In retrospect he gave so much of his last hours to fighting this evil that his courage dwarfs anything I could conjure up. I my 56 years I have had to try and soothe the loss from AIDS many times. How someone is left behind, alone and dazed, it is the tragedy of my generation of Gay men. The loss is unbearable. The loneliness is crushing, and the spirit is drained. Just watching someone you love slip away is a nightmare beyond words and comprehension.

In those few horrible hours after learning of Chris’s passing I was numb. I was angry. Just as I have been angry every time someone was lost to AIDS. I could not bring myself to believe that someone so close to death gave so much of his energy to trying to deal in the human hell that is Kent Barclay. I was torn between the loss and the joy for his and William that he was able to hang on long enough to see Cher open in Vegas. That may be a small thing to some but to him it was representative of the fantasy of life that we live in our dreams. He hung on then he let go.

Like many before William was alone, and grief was burying him. He wrote a touching farewell on Bud’s blog to let us all know, and then returned to his grief. Enter Kent Barclay the living objectification of evil. It became clear why Bud fought as hard as he did against him. Bud chose to send his last hours going to Vegas to see Cher. That is what William wrote. Kent turned that into “Bud Foxx self terminated over being distraught over nor being able to do in Damon”. Words truly from the darkest place of any human soul. He then used all types of invective and said according to his sources William had no idea of the evil Blogging of Bud. Trying as he always tries to insinuate himself into the personal relationship of a man who just died and his lover.

(I am starting a new paragraph here for Bud). He then went on to say that it was Karmic retribution for crossing Kent, and warned others that they soon would follow. Imagine saying anything like that. That death from AIDS is retribution for crossing Kent Barclay? When William asked him to take it down he went on the attack against Christopher with all of his lies and nastiness. He still to this day blasts Bud Foxx and warns others that they soon will die for crossing him.

Leaving aside all the lies of Kent Barclay, this outrageous act alone demands attention. Kent Barclay and his new partner Nelson Garcia revel in a mans death, and accuse others of gay on gay crime. Bud Foxx was a hero. Bud Foxx gave us his dying hours to fight an evil, vile liar. He showed courage and humor in ways I have never seen it. It is one of the highlights that in some small way I touched this wonderful spirit, shared a cause, and in some small was tried to comfort those he left behind. Bud may be gone, but his spirit is alive and well.

He died, but not in vain. He gave us the courage to carry on and we shall. Kent Barclay will never again have a free shot at unsuspecting gay youth. That is over. He will be hounded to the gates of hell until he enters. Rest in Peace Bud Foxx knowing your fight was a valiant one, and that we cherished you, and will carry on.

I shall close with the word of Ted on another day ….

And may it be said of us, both in dark passages and in bright days, in the words of Tennyson that my brothers quoted and loved, and that have special meaning for me now:

"I am a part of all that I have met
To [Tho] much is taken, much abides
That which we are, we are --
One equal temper of heroic hearts
Strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield."

For me, a few hours ago, this campaign came to an end.

For all those whose cares have been our concern, the work goes on, the cause endures, the hope still lives, and the dream shall never die.”


Tilt those windmills in heaven my friend...

Bud Foxx 1972-2008

posted by Kevin Clarke

Angel Skye responds to the Stalker

Angel Skye left a comment Sunday and I feel its important enough to stand as a post. Angel like Noah Walker,Gavin Braun and Matthew Rush are the human victims of Kent Barclay and his chronic obsessive Stalking.

Its important to hear from the victims of Damon Kreuzer so that their voices will be a Red Alert to future Porn Models and industry players who may fooled into thinking Damon Kreuzer is a legitimate journalist instead of the Cyber Stalker Kent Barclay!

The more young men who are warned about this Cyber Criminal the safer everyone in GayPornoLand will be! Read on, this is a fascinating expose by Angel into the depths of one mans Obsessive depravity!


I wanted to take a moment to personally stop by this blog and show my
appreciation to Kevin Clarke as well as Dewayne, Dane, Seth, Will, Mark Adams
and all who have stood by me through thick and thin. I have been a victim of
Kent's abuse in the past, but this time around things are a little different. I
know how to hit him where it hurts most which is by ignoring him. It is a sad
spectacle to see a human being expose himself as an unstable obsessed self
indulgent individual who only has one goal in mind and that is to get what he
wants.

There was a time when I needed to be promoted when I had a
product in my website, but I do not have that now, I do not want that now and I
most certainly will not be bullied by some crazed individual who thinks I owe
him something for him being so obsessive. As my website shut down I sent a press
release and thanked everyone -including Kent- for support and promotion. This
was not enough for him and he persisted and carried on sending disgusting
emails to anyone who would listen.

The reason behind his attacks is
because I asked him not to contact me or write about me and Brad because he was caught in a lie. He would post all these fake stories and still does to this day.

There are no drugs in my life, there are no babies there is no drama, the
ASG (Angel Slutgarden) investor will be dealt with accordingly. He is under
investigation for being a child molester and has been convicted for this in the
past.

I can't say much about him at this time, but he did me wrong and
is to blame for the fall of ASG, and now has the guts to demand money from me?!
Douglas have you heard of bad investments? This is one of them and it was your
own damn fault. I do not even have the content except for the Brad and Angel
videos that were done out of my own expense so if you want to recover anything
you need to contact the webmaster who was stupid enough to also fuck me over.

This is all a string of backstabber's my friends and I can go on and on
and on about them, but the truth is I have moved on far beyond their reach.
While they spend day and night thinking about little old me I am on my way to
the top, but remember the scars, remind me of the pain you have caused in my
life this goes to anyone who has ever hurt me. There is a god and he is keeping
score and all the evil things one does in this world one will pay for before
leaving so hold on to your pillow tight because the ones that have fought
against me in the past did not win and neither will any of you and that is a
promise.

You can not beat a righteous man and all I did was get used and
abused undeservedly and I am now on attack mode so you drama queen bitches want
a war you got one just remember who you are dealing with!

June 1, 2008
8:44 AM